Sick, thinking out loud...yeah, fun :)

Well, it's been 6 months now since my dad passed away, I don't really know what I want to say about it though, I don't feel the need of saying anything really, just that I still miss him and always will.

I've been kind of sick lately (totally sucks!), I couldn't enjoy my four day weekend! And today at class I couldn't stop coughing, the teacher just kept on staring at me, waiting for me to cough and I couldn't hold it in, and when finally my cough seized, the sneezing made it's appearance! And all I said was ''BALLS!'' the teacher stared but I couldn't help it, it was one of those moments when you think to yourself but without noticing you say it out loud you know? It was funny because she didn't say anything just stared for a moment and then went on with the class, while I was laughing so hard in my mind. 

I was going to talk to you strangers more about thinking out loud but, maybe other time? 

Okay, now that you insist, I'll proceed then, stop begging now, please, STOP! (so sad that no one reads this and still I have to convince myself that there is someone out there reading, to you I say ''thank you'' ) 

Well let's see, the other time I remember doing that is when I was hanging with a crush of mine at high school and I was sitting on the floor and he was falling asleep with his head laid on my legs, and just the way he was he looked so so so cute and I said it, yes, I did ''How cute'' with that stupid girly voice I just couldn't help doing while speaking with him, all dreamy and ...stupid hahaha and I knew he didn't like me so as I said it I thought ''FUDGE!'' (no bad words here, not big ones anyway) and he just opened his eyes and stared and said ''what?'' and I replied ''what?'' , ''what you just said'' ''nothing, I said nothing'' and then it became really awkward for the rest of the day hahaha, I don't regret it though, it was fun and now we remember that day and find it kind of funny :) .

I don't think I have any more stories about thinking out loud, hmmm, no I think not, I can't remember one at the moment anyway. 

So....sayonara strangers, thanks for reading.

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have been playing non stop with it.