I hate this, I hate being so f**cking in love with him, he just doesn't understand, and I keep trying, and smile at him, and try to make everything alright again but I get tired you know? It's like constantly saying ''Hi'' to someone who just keeps on ignoring you...
I'm scared, I don't want this, I don't want to love him like this, so much, too much, he says he loves me and I believe him, I trust him, yet I feel somehow we're falling apart and it scares the s*ht out of me.
I'll just keep on trying, I wont give up, if I did it would mean I never loved him as much as I thought, so I'll keep on beside him, fighting until we grow strong together once more.
YUCK! Girly stuff! My gender gets over me again! Sorry :(
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